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….i don’t really understand everything…i don’t know what’s happening to me….i can’t even understand why or how….. but most of the time, i feel so alone….i feel so tired of my LIFE…

thank GOD! wehe i just hope i get thru these…haha know what???sometimes i wonder why i’m still alive??? why God chose to make me live some 16years ago… after drowning…now i wonder, what the heck am i still here for???all these troubles, struggles, pains and sufferings that i’m going through…well in fact, i could’ve been spared from it all when i still had the world around me at age 4….but then again, i think, maybe GOD has SOMETHING BIIIIIIGGGG instilled for me….maybe in that BIG SOMEWHERE, HE’s got something GOOD for me….maybe i’m here for a certain reason…for a purpose…for a chance to make a DIFFERENCE…sounds great right????but HOW????i REALLY don’t know…don’t see a shadow…oh well…

i know i don’t even have the right to question GOD’s decision…i should even THANK Him…ayt???for making me stay….but i don’t think i’m doing anything GOOD anymore…i feel so alone…so confused….i feel like someone left in one corner of a dark room…

i can’t really understand what’s happening…i don’t even FEEL like i’m alive…

…hirap mag.BLOG d2…marami aqng fwendz….

~ by kathy-yen on August 15, 2006.